A Moment That Altered Me: A Bird Fell From the Heavens – Guiding Me to a Covert Below-the-Radar Aid Organization
Our aircraft battled through successive sheets of freezing rain during the approach into the city. A sinking feeling filled me during the flight, only deepening as I shuffled through the airport. I resented having to be the place where I had spent my youth, after making a home on the far side of the world for what had felt like a lifetime.
After a few days, I headed out to get a haircut. My thoughts was miles away, lingering over an ocean, when I was startled by something hit the ground. I gazed down to see a pigeon on its side, splayed out, and trembling.
The crash took place just as kids were emerging from the local grade school and so within a short time a little crowd of children had gathered, accompanied by their mums and dads. This ring of bemused faces stared down at the bird, unsure what to do or say. The kids were more definitive: “Daddy, she needs help, can we call an animal ambulance?” I removed my anorak, bent down and gently lifted the pigeon inside it. “No problem, love, the kind man will take care of her!” exclaimed one mother with a sigh of relief. I had become the ambulance for this pigeon that had just landed abruptly, involuntarily, as I had a few days before.
I trudged home, arms ramrod straight, with the bird tucked safely inside the jacket.
Little did I know that my spontaneous decision to medivac Belinda (the name I bestowed upon my avian patient) would direct me to a web of city dwellers sacrificing significant amounts of effort to provide not only transport for feral pigeons but diagnostic imaging, convalescence, and even “bird rehabilitation”.
I found a small container for Belinda, lined it with an old T-shirt, and put her inside. Every short while, I’d peek inside just long enough for us to make brief contact.
Those periods of mutual confusion marked my hectic search for what to do from there. I contacted friends for advice and one proposed trying Facebook, where, to my astonishment, I stumbled upon a bird rehabilitation group, and sent a request to participate.
A Grassroots Network
With a large membership, the group has an anarchic method: someone in Manchester discovers an ailing pigeon, a heartfelt post is made, then a comment section “evaluation” takes place. If the bird is deemed in need of an examination, someone with a connection to a clinic can get it one; if it needs physio, a “carer” will step forward to foster the bird.
Volunteers each have their own highly developed specialities, whether it’s mending broken wings or treating wounds. Their significant, combined effort for the pigeons of the city runs entirely on goodwill.
Belinda was quickly assessed with a neurological issue, likely a concussion, and assigned to a rehabber who would administer pain relief and a program of patient physio. We never learned exactly what made her to fall from the sky. I took up the role of bird taxi once more, boarding the tram across the city with Belinda in a container on my lap so she could receive the treatment she deserved.
Rediscovering Home
After discovering this underground pigeon “support system”, I began to feel much better about being back in my home town. I question any of the places I had lived in while away could have anything remotely similar. It also dawned on me that this was not the first time I’d been connected to a pigeon recovery: almost 20 years earlier I’d seen one fall from the sky into the grounds of my high school. Again, children surrounded the bird, but only one – my friend at the time – had the courage to rescue it and take it to safety.
The friend in question has since passed away – one of several friends to die in the years before my leaving from Manchester. I came to see that this had been a significant factor of what had made coming back so painful.
A History of Comfort
Pigeons have a longstanding role as “emotional support” animals, especially in the north of England. Miners started to keep the birds because they gave them company and an excuse to look up at the sky between long shifts of darkness below. During the Depression, workers on the unemployment also found solace in pigeons, but keeping them was seen as a sign of “despair”.
Nowadays, pigeons are often dismissed as simple, unclean or a general nuisance. Before finding the rehab group, I had spoken to a veterinarian, who told me: “if you bring the bird here, leave it in the car park and we’ll end its life.”
It? Not her. Although improbable to ever soar , she has embraced her newly grounded life with grace in a volunteer’s home. Each satisfied sound, often prompted by her favourite snack, peas, feels like a demonstration in adaptability and resilience – and I am forever grateful to her for showing me a different facet to the city I thought I knew.